Tuesday, November 11, 2003
hey people check this song out
damn nice.....
actually it's a message i have for someone...
and you should know who you are....
anywayz.....check it out
yeah, whatever
And you're primitive
And you're cynical to me
And I chewed down on the bit
And almost swallowed it
You sit all alone with your color t.v.
Your hair starts to glisten in spite of the fleas
We don't have to stay friends
Let's pretend to be enemies
Yeah, whatever makes you happy
Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful
Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied
Cause i'm out of time
For now...
And you're paranoid
As you look me up and down
And i'm soaked in gasoline,
Mud and Ice cream
You sit by the phone with your tongue hanging out
You cradle the flies in the back of your mouth
We don't have to stay friends
Let's pretend to be enemies
Yeah, whatever makes you happy
Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful
Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied
Cause i'm out of time
For now...
Damned if you do
dead if you don't
Damned if you do
What if you won't?
Damned if you do
dead if you don't
Damned if you do
Oh
You must be aware what you're doin' to me?
We sunk like a stone on a rock in the sea
We don't have to stay friends
(Not for very long)
We don't have to stay....friends
(Just because you're gone)
Yeah, whatever makes you happy
Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful
Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied
You get what you want cause you won't let it die
Yeah, whatever makes you happy
Yeah, whatever leaves you insecure
Yeah, whatever seems to break you down
Cause I'm out of time
I'm feelin' fine...
-End-
by the way people...i don't think i'll be updating this blog of mine that often now
i'm changing to xanga.....it's www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Explorerz
check it out....it'll be more interesting than this bloggie of mine...
cheerz
damn nice.....
actually it's a message i have for someone...
and you should know who you are....
anywayz.....check it out
yeah, whatever
And you're primitive
And you're cynical to me
And I chewed down on the bit
And almost swallowed it
You sit all alone with your color t.v.
Your hair starts to glisten in spite of the fleas
We don't have to stay friends
Let's pretend to be enemies
Yeah, whatever makes you happy
Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful
Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied
Cause i'm out of time
For now...
And you're paranoid
As you look me up and down
And i'm soaked in gasoline,
Mud and Ice cream
You sit by the phone with your tongue hanging out
You cradle the flies in the back of your mouth
We don't have to stay friends
Let's pretend to be enemies
Yeah, whatever makes you happy
Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful
Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied
Cause i'm out of time
For now...
Damned if you do
dead if you don't
Damned if you do
What if you won't?
Damned if you do
dead if you don't
Damned if you do
Oh
You must be aware what you're doin' to me?
We sunk like a stone on a rock in the sea
We don't have to stay friends
(Not for very long)
We don't have to stay....friends
(Just because you're gone)
Yeah, whatever makes you happy
Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful
Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied
You get what you want cause you won't let it die
Yeah, whatever makes you happy
Yeah, whatever leaves you insecure
Yeah, whatever seems to break you down
Cause I'm out of time
I'm feelin' fine...
-End-
by the way people...i don't think i'll be updating this blog of mine that often now
i'm changing to xanga.....it's www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Explorerz
check it out....it'll be more interesting than this bloggie of mine...
cheerz
Saturday, November 01, 2003
uhm...
what to do
what to do
the radio is playing an oldie
reminding me of the day that we met
this song was being played by the band
you were sitting there
without a partner
all alone
it was the forth of july
independance day of america
and this was the independance dance festival
where everybody dance the night out
in every school's hall
it was that faithful night that i saw you
you were dressed in a beautiful white dress
it went well with your beauty
you look so fine
you look so pure
finally i beefed myself up
got my courage
and walked up to you
"would you like to dance?" i said
you looked shock
but quickly smiled
oh what a sweet smile
"i would love to" she said
and a sweet voice too
i'm in love...
i took your hand in mine
and lead you to the dance floor
we danced all nite
i felt that i knew you for decades
and then during a slow love song
you came closer
and put your head on my chest
my heart started beating really hard
i guess you must've heard it too
coz you pulled your head up and smiled sweetly at me
god...i met an angel...
later we went outside
sat on the steps of the hall
and looked at the sky
we exchanged phone numbers
and continued to talk
until it was late at night
and everybody went home
then your dad came and you went home
the next day i called you
your mom picked up the phone
i asked for you
then i heard her burst out in tears
the words i heard killed me
'she and her father was robbed last night by a group of motorcyclist.....
and they....they raped her!'
'those people didn't have enough! my husband had no money...and those bastards killed the both of them!"
then click the phone went dead...
i dropped to my knees and started crying uncontrollably
how can they do that?!
i'm in rage
and my heart broken...
i ran into my dad's room and took out his gun
loaded it
and went out the door without closing it
'i'm gonna kill those bastards!'
and that was the last time anybody saw me alive...
i faded into the night
and never came back to light...
haha.....so how was it?
cool eh?
just had that inspiration...
the line the mother said wasn't that good aye?
give me some ideas....i'll try to change it
cheerz peepz!
what to do
what to do
the radio is playing an oldie
reminding me of the day that we met
this song was being played by the band
you were sitting there
without a partner
all alone
it was the forth of july
independance day of america
and this was the independance dance festival
where everybody dance the night out
in every school's hall
it was that faithful night that i saw you
you were dressed in a beautiful white dress
it went well with your beauty
you look so fine
you look so pure
finally i beefed myself up
got my courage
and walked up to you
"would you like to dance?" i said
you looked shock
but quickly smiled
oh what a sweet smile
"i would love to" she said
and a sweet voice too
i'm in love...
i took your hand in mine
and lead you to the dance floor
we danced all nite
i felt that i knew you for decades
and then during a slow love song
you came closer
and put your head on my chest
my heart started beating really hard
i guess you must've heard it too
coz you pulled your head up and smiled sweetly at me
god...i met an angel...
later we went outside
sat on the steps of the hall
and looked at the sky
we exchanged phone numbers
and continued to talk
until it was late at night
and everybody went home
then your dad came and you went home
the next day i called you
your mom picked up the phone
i asked for you
then i heard her burst out in tears
the words i heard killed me
'she and her father was robbed last night by a group of motorcyclist.....
and they....they raped her!'
'those people didn't have enough! my husband had no money...and those bastards killed the both of them!"
then click the phone went dead...
i dropped to my knees and started crying uncontrollably
how can they do that?!
i'm in rage
and my heart broken...
i ran into my dad's room and took out his gun
loaded it
and went out the door without closing it
'i'm gonna kill those bastards!'
and that was the last time anybody saw me alive...
i faded into the night
and never came back to light...
haha.....so how was it?
cool eh?
just had that inspiration...
the line the mother said wasn't that good aye?
give me some ideas....i'll try to change it
cheerz peepz!
aih....man am i bored or what?
i'm sitting here in front of the computer
at local time 4:30am
alone in the living room
the cold cold living room
i can't feel my feet
and i can't feel my nose
why am i still sitting here typing?
coz i'm waiting
waiting for someone to appear
with everything ready in my head
i know what i'm gonna say to her
but *knock knock knock
the sound of icq when someone comes online
i click on the icon
there she is...
online
blinking red and blue
i double click on the nick
and said 'helloz'
just waiting for her to reply
then i'll tell her everything
she replied: hi
and that's when everything went blank
even the sight of her words makes me drown
i want her so badly
but no
she won't want a guy like me
nah....
i should just wipe that hope out of my mind
but no matter how many times i tried
her face still appears in my mind
in my dreams
even the little things that i see on the streets
everyday..
reminds me of her
haih...
why must life be so unfair?
why can't we have the things that we want?
coz it'll cause inbalance?
yeah maybe...
that's a theory
but a strong one..
so i'm just gonna stay put
i'll push her away
as long as she's happy
then i'll back off
hmm....just another friday nite i see....
ever the same routine
ever the same
ever the same...
cheerz peepz
i'm sitting here in front of the computer
at local time 4:30am
alone in the living room
the cold cold living room
i can't feel my feet
and i can't feel my nose
why am i still sitting here typing?
coz i'm waiting
waiting for someone to appear
with everything ready in my head
i know what i'm gonna say to her
but *knock knock knock
the sound of icq when someone comes online
i click on the icon
there she is...
online
blinking red and blue
i double click on the nick
and said 'helloz'
just waiting for her to reply
then i'll tell her everything
she replied: hi
and that's when everything went blank
even the sight of her words makes me drown
i want her so badly
but no
she won't want a guy like me
nah....
i should just wipe that hope out of my mind
but no matter how many times i tried
her face still appears in my mind
in my dreams
even the little things that i see on the streets
everyday..
reminds me of her
haih...
why must life be so unfair?
why can't we have the things that we want?
coz it'll cause inbalance?
yeah maybe...
that's a theory
but a strong one..
so i'm just gonna stay put
i'll push her away
as long as she's happy
then i'll back off
hmm....just another friday nite i see....
ever the same routine
ever the same
ever the same...
cheerz peepz
Tuesday, October 28, 2003
heyerz...i received a message telling me that good charlotte's songs are boring and stuffz...
well it's not...
take a listen at this song...
very meaningful...not boring at all
if you guys have kazaa...go download this song
the innocent
The start of Armageddon
And it's just another day
We all saw the news
Nothing to say
So many friends are missing
A family member's gone
So we all pray to God
Help them be strong
And now we stand together
Remembering that day
The lives we live
Will never be the same
[CHORUS]
And we don't know why
The innocent die
Will this world ever
Find a way to change?
And we don't know why
But we know it's not right
don't know why
So many had to die
don't know why
So many had to die
Hate has turned to others
For their religion or their skin
But hate can't solve
The problem it began
Everyone is angry
People are afraid
And no one knows
What decisions will be made
[REPEAT CHORUS]
We don't know why
[Don't know why]
The innocent die
[Don't know why]
Will this world ever
Find a way to change?
And we don't know why
[Don't know why]
But we know it's not right
[Don't know why]
Will any of us
Ever be the same?
Will any of this
Ever be the same?
we don't know why
The innocent die
Will any of us
Ever be the same?
Will any of this
Ever be the same?
-END-
well it's not...
take a listen at this song...
very meaningful...not boring at all
if you guys have kazaa...go download this song
the innocent
The start of Armageddon
And it's just another day
We all saw the news
Nothing to say
So many friends are missing
A family member's gone
So we all pray to God
Help them be strong
And now we stand together
Remembering that day
The lives we live
Will never be the same
[CHORUS]
And we don't know why
The innocent die
Will this world ever
Find a way to change?
And we don't know why
But we know it's not right
don't know why
So many had to die
don't know why
So many had to die
Hate has turned to others
For their religion or their skin
But hate can't solve
The problem it began
Everyone is angry
People are afraid
And no one knows
What decisions will be made
[REPEAT CHORUS]
We don't know why
[Don't know why]
The innocent die
[Don't know why]
Will this world ever
Find a way to change?
And we don't know why
[Don't know why]
But we know it's not right
[Don't know why]
Will any of us
Ever be the same?
Will any of this
Ever be the same?
we don't know why
The innocent die
Will any of us
Ever be the same?
Will any of this
Ever be the same?
-END-
Monday, October 27, 2003
hey this post is regarding the guestbook signers...
it's not all my personal stuff...
it's just some of my personal stuffz....
this is also a good way to express myself
but i'm still not expressing myself too much...
so you won't know all of me yet...just some side of me
does that answer your questions?
okay cool...
and sorry liew choon....
my memory's gettin' bad really bad
maybe that's the signs of old age...
i'll do what you said....
sticking a note on my computer...
so everything's cool?
good
cheerz and take care peepz!
it's not all my personal stuff...
it's just some of my personal stuffz....
this is also a good way to express myself
but i'm still not expressing myself too much...
so you won't know all of me yet...just some side of me
does that answer your questions?
okay cool...
and sorry liew choon....
my memory's gettin' bad really bad
maybe that's the signs of old age...
i'll do what you said....
sticking a note on my computer...
so everything's cool?
good
cheerz and take care peepz!
hello earthlings...
today is just another day on earth,
don't ask me what is going on...or what happened
i have no idea...
i'm just as blur as ever
with nuthin to do
with nuthin to say
just felt like doing what i'm doing now
still have work to be done
all just laying around
waiting to be sorted out
and waiting to be done and written on
but do i look like i care?
no i don't
but i have to
it's for my future
so what can i do?
just have to log off to get it done
and to finish it
so that i can hand it up tomorrow
sad but true
that's what life is about
finishing a job
and showing it to people
and doing what you're told to do
yeah again...
it's sad but true...
we have to do what we have to do
so cheerz people
and live your life
in a proper way
don't throw your life away
it takes years to gain someone's trust
but just a few seconds to destroy that trust
so please
think twice before you do something
and pick the correct choice
the right choice...
cheerz...
and...
LIVE IT UP!
today is just another day on earth,
don't ask me what is going on...or what happened
i have no idea...
i'm just as blur as ever
with nuthin to do
with nuthin to say
just felt like doing what i'm doing now
still have work to be done
all just laying around
waiting to be sorted out
and waiting to be done and written on
but do i look like i care?
no i don't
but i have to
it's for my future
so what can i do?
just have to log off to get it done
and to finish it
so that i can hand it up tomorrow
sad but true
that's what life is about
finishing a job
and showing it to people
and doing what you're told to do
yeah again...
it's sad but true...
we have to do what we have to do
so cheerz people
and live your life
in a proper way
don't throw your life away
it takes years to gain someone's trust
but just a few seconds to destroy that trust
so please
think twice before you do something
and pick the correct choice
the right choice...
cheerz...
and...
LIVE IT UP!
Saturday, October 25, 2003
HELLOZ!!!
i didn't yell because i'm in a good mood...
but uh...don't ask....
i just wanted to yell....ahh what the heck
well....let's check the list and see what happened through out the week:
ahh yes...i went to school...yeah school...BURNSIDE HIGH, NZ
it was alright...
nuthin' much actually...
they have those US system...
that means a lot of running around to the classes...
and i kinda got lost quite a number of times...
so *shrug* don't laugh at me...
coz it is after all the biggest high school in NZ...
yeah the biggest school in NZ....hear that? i'm proud of it.....
what am i talking about? i'm not even a true new zealander...
i'm a malaysian....i love malaysia.....harharhar......(joke of the year)
anywayz...we start school at local time 0830 and it takes aproximately 7 minutes to get to school (walking) and school finishes at 1500 hour.... 1430 hour on wednesday...for ECA... which i don't attend to...coz you know...i have just 3 weeks of school...
ahhh.......it's a saturday....so i just kicked back and relaxed yesterday nite....until about uh 2 am?
hehe.....and i didn't want my dad to know....so i slept on the sofa bed in the living area....resulting in a bad ache all over my body.....
yeah yeah i know.....got nobody else to blame but me....
hey don't go laughing your ass of about me okay?
it was at least worth it....got to use the computer for a long time.....harharhar.....
you gotta lose something to gain something rite?
uhm.....man i'm yapping a lot aren't i?
gettin' old i guess....
all old people yap a lot when they get old....
and they get lots of bad ache too....
oh crapz crapz crapz....
i am gettin' old!
shouldn't have told you all my symptoms...
now you guys are gonna laugh at me....-_-"
anywayz....i better stop here....
before i really become an old man...
so cheerz peepz....(trying to sound like a young man again)
what am i talking about again?
i'm young.....and i'm also hopeless.....(good charlotte by the way)
lots of craps....so bye sugahz....
i didn't yell because i'm in a good mood...
but uh...don't ask....
i just wanted to yell....ahh what the heck
well....let's check the list and see what happened through out the week:
ahh yes...i went to school...yeah school...BURNSIDE HIGH, NZ
it was alright...
nuthin' much actually...
they have those US system...
that means a lot of running around to the classes...
and i kinda got lost quite a number of times...
so *shrug* don't laugh at me...
coz it is after all the biggest high school in NZ...
yeah the biggest school in NZ....hear that? i'm proud of it.....
what am i talking about? i'm not even a true new zealander...
i'm a malaysian....i love malaysia.....harharhar......(joke of the year)
anywayz...we start school at local time 0830 and it takes aproximately 7 minutes to get to school (walking) and school finishes at 1500 hour.... 1430 hour on wednesday...for ECA... which i don't attend to...coz you know...i have just 3 weeks of school...
ahhh.......it's a saturday....so i just kicked back and relaxed yesterday nite....until about uh 2 am?
hehe.....and i didn't want my dad to know....so i slept on the sofa bed in the living area....resulting in a bad ache all over my body.....
yeah yeah i know.....got nobody else to blame but me....
hey don't go laughing your ass of about me okay?
it was at least worth it....got to use the computer for a long time.....harharhar.....
you gotta lose something to gain something rite?
uhm.....man i'm yapping a lot aren't i?
gettin' old i guess....
all old people yap a lot when they get old....
and they get lots of bad ache too....
oh crapz crapz crapz....
i am gettin' old!
shouldn't have told you all my symptoms...
now you guys are gonna laugh at me....-_-"
anywayz....i better stop here....
before i really become an old man...
so cheerz peepz....(trying to sound like a young man again)
what am i talking about again?
i'm young.....and i'm also hopeless.....(good charlotte by the way)
lots of craps....so bye sugahz....
Sunday, October 19, 2003
hmm....nuthin' to do today...
so i just wanted to hog the computer for awhile...
bored like hell man...
so just to waste a lil time..
i'll update my bloggie
gonna go to school tomorrow...
die man...seriously i'm gonna die
but the weird thing about this is that...
the feelin' is all mixed up..
on one hand ....i'm nervous...don't feel like going to school...
on the other....i want to go to school....to meet people...get occupied with some shitz...
anywayz...ran out of idea of what to say and type...
so i'm just gonna go surf around for some shitz...
cheerz peepz...
take care
so i just wanted to hog the computer for awhile...
bored like hell man...
so just to waste a lil time..
i'll update my bloggie
gonna go to school tomorrow...
die man...seriously i'm gonna die
but the weird thing about this is that...
the feelin' is all mixed up..
on one hand ....i'm nervous...don't feel like going to school...
on the other....i want to go to school....to meet people...get occupied with some shitz...
anywayz...ran out of idea of what to say and type...
so i'm just gonna go surf around for some shitz...
cheerz peepz...
take care
Friday, October 17, 2003
helloz mate!
i got another gc's song
it's a song about their emotions towards their dad
kinda sentimental...but really cool
one of my personal favourites
Emotionless
hey dad
im writing to you
not to tell you that i still hate you
just to ask you how you feel
and how we fell apart how this fell apart
are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do u think about you sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're alright?
but we're alright we're alright
~chorus~
its been a long hard road without you by my side
why werent you there the nights that we cried?
you broke my mothers heart
you broke your children for life
its not okay but we're alright
i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
i spent so many years learning how to survive
now im writing just to let you know i'm still alive
the days i spent so cold so hungry
were full of hate i was so angry
the scars run deep inside this tatooed body
theres things i'll take to my grave
but i'm okay i'm okay
~chorus~
sometimes i forgive yeah and theres times ill admit
dad i miss you said i miss you
~chorus~
sometimes i forgive yeah and this time ill admit
dad i miss you i miss you hey dad
~End~
i got another gc's song
it's a song about their emotions towards their dad
kinda sentimental...but really cool
one of my personal favourites
Emotionless
hey dad
im writing to you
not to tell you that i still hate you
just to ask you how you feel
and how we fell apart how this fell apart
are you happy out there in this great wide world?
do u think about you sons?
do you miss your little girl?
when you lay your head down how do you sleep at night?
do you even wonder if we're alright?
but we're alright we're alright
~chorus~
its been a long hard road without you by my side
why werent you there the nights that we cried?
you broke my mothers heart
you broke your children for life
its not okay but we're alright
i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
but those are just a long lost memory of mine
i spent so many years learning how to survive
now im writing just to let you know i'm still alive
the days i spent so cold so hungry
were full of hate i was so angry
the scars run deep inside this tatooed body
theres things i'll take to my grave
but i'm okay i'm okay
~chorus~
sometimes i forgive yeah and theres times ill admit
dad i miss you said i miss you
~chorus~
sometimes i forgive yeah and this time ill admit
dad i miss you i miss you hey dad
~End~
