tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-56586682011-04-22T11:47:35.904+12:00it's all about living in this world everyday facing everybody with your heads up nothing to be shameful about... just living life to the fullest when you can... so......live it up people!Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comBlogger441100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1068543827687684702003-11-11T22:43:00.000+13:002003-11-11T22:43:44.873+13:00hey people check this song out <br />damn nice..... <br />actually it's a message i have for someone... <br />and you should know who you are.... <br />anywayz.....check it out <br /> <br /> <br />yeah, whatever <br /> <br />And you're primitive <br />And you're cynical to me <br />And I chewed down on the bit <br />And almost swallowed it <br />You sit all alone with your color t.v. <br />Your hair starts to glisten in spite of the fleas <br />We don't have to stay friends <br />Let's pretend to be enemies <br /> <br />Yeah, whatever makes you happy <br />Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful <br />Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied <br />Cause i'm out of time <br />For now... <br /> <br />And you're paranoid <br />As you look me up and down <br />And i'm soaked in gasoline, <br />Mud and Ice cream <br />You sit by the phone with your tongue hanging out <br />You cradle the flies in the back of your mouth <br />We don't have to stay friends <br />Let's pretend to be enemies <br /> <br />Yeah, whatever makes you happy <br />Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful <br />Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied <br />Cause i'm out of time <br />For now... <br /> <br />Damned if you do <br />dead if you don't <br />Damned if you do <br />What if you won't? <br />Damned if you do <br />dead if you don't <br />Damned if you do <br />Oh <br /> <br />You must be aware what you're doin' to me? <br />We sunk like a stone on a rock in the sea <br />We don't have to stay friends <br />(Not for very long) <br />We don't have to stay....friends <br />(Just because you're gone) <br /> <br />Yeah, whatever makes you happy <br />Yeah, whatever makes it beautiful <br />Yeah, whatever leaves you satisfied <br />You get what you want cause you won't let it die <br /> <br />Yeah, whatever makes you happy <br />Yeah, whatever leaves you insecure <br />Yeah, whatever seems to break you down <br />Cause I'm out of time <br />I'm feelin' fine... <br /> <br />-End- <br /> <br />by the way people...i don't think i'll be updating this blog of mine that often now <br />i'm changing to xanga.....it's www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Explorerz <br />check it out....it'll be more interesting than this bloggie of mine... <br />cheerz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106854382768768470?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1067661438960010312003-11-01T17:37:00.000+13:002003-11-01T17:37:17.576+13:00uhm... <br />what to do <br />what to do <br /> <br />the radio is playing an oldie <br />reminding me of the day that we met <br />this song was being played by the band <br />you were sitting there <br />without a partner <br />all alone <br /> <br />it was the forth of july <br />independance day of america <br />and this was the independance dance festival <br />where everybody dance the night out <br />in every school's hall <br />it was that faithful night that i saw you <br />you were dressed in a beautiful white dress <br />it went well with your beauty <br />you look so fine <br />you look so pure <br /> <br />finally i beefed myself up <br />got my courage <br />and walked up to you <br />"would you like to dance?" i said <br />you looked shock <br />but quickly smiled <br />oh what a sweet smile <br />"i would love to" she said <br />and a sweet voice too <br /> <br />i'm in love... <br />i took your hand in mine <br />and lead you to the dance floor <br />we danced all nite <br />i felt that i knew you for decades <br />and then during a slow love song <br />you came closer <br />and put your head on my chest <br />my heart started beating really hard <br />i guess you must've heard it too <br />coz you pulled your head up and smiled sweetly at me <br /> <br />god...i met an angel... <br /> <br />later we went outside <br />sat on the steps of the hall <br />and looked at the sky <br />we exchanged phone numbers <br />and continued to talk <br />until it was late at night <br />and everybody went home <br /> <br />then your dad came and you went home <br />the next day i called you <br />your mom picked up the phone <br />i asked for you <br />then i heard her burst out in tears <br />the words i heard killed me <br />'she and her father was robbed last night by a group of motorcyclist..... <br />and they....they raped her!' <br />'those people didn't have enough! my husband had no money...and those bastards killed the both of them!" <br />then click the phone went dead... <br />i dropped to my knees and started crying uncontrollably <br />how can they do that?! <br />i'm in rage <br />and my heart broken... <br /> <br />i ran into my dad's room and took out his gun <br />loaded it <br />and went out the door without closing it <br />'i'm gonna kill those bastards!' <br />and that was the last time anybody saw me alive... <br />i faded into the night <br />and never came back to light... <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />haha.....so how was it? <br />cool eh? <br />just had that inspiration... <br />the line the mother said wasn't that good aye? <br />give me some ideas....i'll try to change it <br />cheerz peepz! <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106766143896001031?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1067614420363560272003-11-01T04:33:00.000+13:002003-11-01T04:33:39.113+13:00aih....man am i bored or what? <br /> <br />i'm sitting here in front of the computer <br />at local time 4:30am <br />alone in the living room <br />the cold cold living room <br />i can't feel my feet <br />and i can't feel my nose <br /> <br />why am i still sitting here typing? <br />coz i'm waiting <br />waiting for someone to appear <br />with everything ready in my head <br />i know what i'm gonna say to her <br /> <br />but *knock knock knock <br />the sound of icq when someone comes online <br />i click on the icon <br />there she is... <br />online <br />blinking red and blue <br />i double click on the nick <br /> <br />and said 'helloz' <br />just waiting for her to reply <br />then i'll tell her everything <br />she replied: hi <br />and that's when everything went blank <br /> <br />even the sight of her words makes me drown <br />i want her so badly <br />but no <br />she won't want a guy like me <br />nah.... <br />i should just wipe that hope out of my mind <br />but no matter how many times i tried <br />her face still appears in my mind <br />in my dreams <br />even the little things that i see on the streets <br />everyday.. <br />reminds me of her <br /> <br />haih... <br />why must life be so unfair? <br />why can't we have the things that we want? <br />coz it'll cause inbalance? <br />yeah maybe... <br />that's a theory <br />but a strong one.. <br />so i'm just gonna stay put <br />i'll push her away <br />as long as she's happy <br />then i'll back off <br /> <br />hmm....just another friday nite i see.... <br />ever the same routine <br />ever the same <br />ever the same... <br /> <br />cheerz peepz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106761442036356027?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1067314468209073442003-10-28T17:14:00.000+13:002003-10-28T17:14:27.656+13:00heyerz...i received a message telling me that good charlotte's songs are boring and stuffz... <br />well it's not... <br />take a listen at this song... <br />very meaningful...not boring at all <br />if you guys have kazaa...go download this song <br /> <br /> <br />the innocent <br /> <br />The start of Armageddon <br />And it's just another day <br />We all saw the news <br />Nothing to say <br />So many friends are missing <br />A family member's gone <br />So we all pray to God <br />Help them be strong <br />And now we stand together <br />Remembering that day <br />The lives we live <br />Will never be the same <br /> <br />[CHORUS] <br />And we don't know why <br />The innocent die <br />Will this world ever <br />Find a way to change? <br />And we don't know why <br />But we know it's not right <br />don't know why <br />So many had to die <br />don't know why <br />So many had to die <br /> <br />Hate has turned to others <br />For their religion or their skin <br />But hate can't solve <br />The problem it began <br />Everyone is angry <br />People are afraid <br />And no one knows <br />What decisions will be made <br /> <br />[REPEAT CHORUS] <br /> <br />We don't know why <br />[Don't know why] <br />The innocent die <br />[Don't know why] <br />Will this world ever <br />Find a way to change? <br />And we don't know why <br />[Don't know why] <br />But we know it's not right <br />[Don't know why] <br />Will any of us <br />Ever be the same? <br />Will any of this <br />Ever be the same? <br /> <br />we don't know why <br />The innocent die <br />Will any of us <br />Ever be the same? <br />Will any of this <br />Ever be the same? <br /> <br /> <br />-END-<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106731446820907344?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1067233205433116452003-10-27T18:40:00.000+13:002003-10-27T18:40:04.790+13:00hey this post is regarding the guestbook signers... <br /> <br />it's not all my personal stuff... <br />it's just some of my personal stuffz.... <br />this is also a good way to express myself <br />but i'm still not expressing myself too much... <br />so you won't know all of me yet...just some side of me <br /> <br />does that answer your questions? <br />okay cool... <br /> <br />and sorry liew choon.... <br />my memory's gettin' bad really bad <br />maybe that's the signs of old age... <br />i'll do what you said.... <br />sticking a note on my computer... <br /> <br />so everything's cool? <br />good <br /> <br />cheerz and take care peepz!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106723320543311645?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1067232402342201742003-10-27T18:26:00.000+13:002003-10-27T18:26:41.833+13:00hello earthlings... <br /> <br />today is just another day on earth, <br />don't ask me what is going on...or what happened <br />i have no idea... <br />i'm just as blur as ever <br />with nuthin to do <br />with nuthin to say <br /> <br />just felt like doing what i'm doing now <br />still have work to be done <br />all just laying around <br />waiting to be sorted out <br />and waiting to be done and written on <br /> <br />but do i look like i care? <br />no i don't <br />but i have to <br />it's for my future <br />so what can i do? <br />just have to log off to get it done <br /> <br />and to finish it <br />so that i can hand it up tomorrow <br />sad but true <br />that's what life is about <br />finishing a job <br />and showing it to people <br />and doing what you're told to do <br />yeah again... <br />it's sad but true... <br />we have to do what we have to do <br /> <br />so cheerz people <br />and live your life <br />in a proper way <br />don't throw your life away <br /> <br />it takes years to gain someone's trust <br />but just a few seconds to destroy that trust <br />so please <br />think twice before you do something <br />and pick the correct choice <br />the right choice... <br /> <br />cheerz... <br />and... <br />LIVE IT UP! <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106723240234220174?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1067058362609834152003-10-25T18:06:00.000+13:002003-10-25T18:06:02.513+13:00HELLOZ!!! <br />i didn't yell because i'm in a good mood... <br />but uh...don't ask.... <br />i just wanted to yell....ahh what the heck <br /> <br />well....let's check the list and see what happened through out the week: <br />ahh yes...i went to school...yeah school...BURNSIDE HIGH, NZ <br />it was alright... <br />nuthin' much actually... <br />they have those US system... <br />that means a lot of running around to the classes... <br />and i kinda got lost quite a number of times... <br />so *shrug* don't laugh at me... <br />coz it is after all the biggest high school in NZ... <br />yeah the biggest school in NZ....hear that? i'm proud of it..... <br />what am i talking about? i'm not even a true new zealander... <br />i'm a malaysian....i love malaysia.....harharhar......(joke of the year) <br /> <br />anywayz...we start school at local time 0830 and it takes aproximately 7 minutes to get to school (walking) and school finishes at 1500 hour.... 1430 hour on wednesday...for ECA... which i don't attend to...coz you know...i have just 3 weeks of school... <br />ahhh.......it's a saturday....so i just kicked back and relaxed yesterday nite....until about uh 2 am? <br />hehe.....and i didn't want my dad to know....so i slept on the sofa bed in the living area....resulting in a bad ache all over my body..... <br />yeah yeah i know.....got nobody else to blame but me.... <br />hey don't go laughing your ass of about me okay? <br />it was at least worth it....got to use the computer for a long time.....harharhar..... <br />you gotta lose something to gain something rite? <br /> <br />uhm.....man i'm yapping a lot aren't i? <br />gettin' old i guess.... <br />all old people yap a lot when they get old.... <br />and they get lots of bad ache too.... <br />oh crapz crapz crapz.... <br />i am gettin' old! <br />shouldn't have told you all my symptoms... <br />now you guys are gonna laugh at me....-_-" <br /> <br />anywayz....i better stop here.... <br />before i really become an old man... <br />so cheerz peepz....(trying to sound like a young man again) <br />what am i talking about again? <br />i'm young.....and i'm also hopeless.....(good charlotte by the way) <br /> <br />lots of craps....so bye sugahz.... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106705836260983415?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1066535530138790062003-10-19T16:52:00.000+13:002003-10-19T16:52:09.560+13:00hmm....nuthin' to do today... <br />so i just wanted to hog the computer for awhile... <br />bored like hell man... <br />so just to waste a lil time.. <br />i'll update my bloggie <br />gonna go to school tomorrow... <br />die man...seriously i'm gonna die <br />but the weird thing about this is that... <br />the feelin' is all mixed up.. <br />on one hand ....i'm nervous...don't feel like going to school... <br />on the other....i want to go to school....to meet people...get occupied with some shitz... <br />anywayz...ran out of idea of what to say and type... <br />so i'm just gonna go surf around for some shitz... <br />cheerz peepz... <br />take care<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106653553013879006?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1066359581099210022003-10-17T15:59:00.000+13:002003-10-17T15:59:40.350+13:00helloz mate! <br />i got another gc's song <br />it's a song about their emotions towards their dad <br />kinda sentimental...but really cool <br />one of my personal favourites <br /> <br />Emotionless <br /> <br />hey dad <br />im writing to you <br />not to tell you that i still hate you <br />just to ask you how you feel <br />and how we fell apart how this fell apart <br />are you happy out there in this great wide world? <br />do u think about you sons? <br />do you miss your little girl? <br />when you lay your head down how do you sleep at night? <br />do you even wonder if we're alright? <br />but we're alright we're alright <br /> <br />~chorus~ <br />its been a long hard road without you by my side <br />why werent you there the nights that we cried? <br />you broke my mothers heart <br />you broke your children for life <br />its not okay but we're alright <br />i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes <br />but those are just a long lost memory of mine <br />i spent so many years learning how to survive <br />now im writing just to let you know i'm still alive <br /> <br />the days i spent so cold so hungry <br />were full of hate i was so angry <br />the scars run deep inside this tatooed body <br />theres things i'll take to my grave <br />but i'm okay i'm okay <br /> <br />~chorus~ <br /> <br />sometimes i forgive yeah and theres times ill admit <br />dad i miss you said i miss you <br /> <br />~chorus~ <br /> <br />sometimes i forgive yeah and this time ill admit <br />dad i miss you i miss you hey dad <br /> <br /> <br />~End~ <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106635958109921002?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1066019209901329812003-10-13T17:26:00.000+13:002003-10-13T17:26:49.690+13:00hey peepz...here's a good song that i heard... <br />it's a really nice song... what do you really feel or do if you know that you're going to die today? <br />check it out....by the way it's by Good Charlotte <br />i'm promoting them...hehe <br />greatest band ever <br /> <br /> <br />THE DAY THAT I DIE <br /> <br />One day I woke up <br />I woke up knowing today is the day that I die <br />Cashdogg was barking <br />went to the park and enjoyed it one last time <br />I called my mother <br />told her I love her and begged her not to cry <br />Wrote her letter <br />said i miss her and i signed that goodbye... <br />You know the happiest day of my life <br />I swear the happiest day of my life is the day that i died <br /> <br />(chorus) <br />Can you feel the cold tonight <br />It sets in but its all right <br />Darkness falls im letting go <br />All alone but i feel fine <br /> <br />(verse 2) <br />We took a drive and <br />we drove thru D.C. to see the places we lived <br />Long conversations <br />We talked of old friends and all the things that we did <br />Summer nights, Drunken fights <br />Mistakes we made.... did we live it right? <br />You know the happiest day of my life <br />I swear the happiest day of my life <br />Is the day that i died <br /> <br />(chorus) <br /> <br />You know the happiest day of my life <br />I know the happiest day of my life <br />I swear the happiest day of my life.......... <br />Is the day that i died <br /> <br />(chorus) <br /> <br />Did i live it right? <br />I hope i lived it right <br />I know i lived it right <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106601920990132981?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1065610812647892182003-10-09T00:00:00.000+13:002003-10-09T00:00:12.980+13:00hey peepz....just got the inspiration... <br />another song! <br />of course it is not true...but just for the fun of it... <br />cheerz...give me some feed backs too okay? <br /> <br /> <br />WHY? <br /> <br />it's so hard living <br />in this house <br />in this family <br />in this world <br />inside this wall <br />in this crowded room... <br /> <br />so tell me <br />tell me why <br />why am i born into this world <br />why am i born into this house <br />this planet <br />in this solar system <br /> <br />ever felt so stupid <br />ever felt so useless <br />ever felt so cracked up <br /> <br />why? <br />why am i so dumb <br />why am i so useless <br />why am i so craped up <br /> <br />why <br />why tell me why <br />don't you dare to lie <br />don't you dare to cry <br />don't you dare to die <br />don't you dare to crap with me... <br /> <br />oh please... <br />god please tell me <br />please please help me <br />help me understand...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106561081264789218?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1065276893507675552003-10-05T03:14:00.000+13:002003-10-05T03:14:53.496+13:00lord of the blog <br />i have a confession to make <br />i've been having bad thoughts <br />bad thoughts about wendi and her boyfriend <br />i've been thinking really hard....of them breaking up <br />of him breaking her heart <br />so that she will know that i'm the one for her <br />that i won't break her heart... <br /> <br />yeah i know i know <br />it's bad and stupid <br />but i can't help it'does it make me less human? <br />or does it make me more human?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106527689350767555?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1065180726727460502003-10-03T23:32:00.000+12:002003-10-03T23:32:06.416+12:00by the way leon... <br />stop using the cheerz word <br />that's my word man...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106518072672746050?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1065178659798498942003-10-03T22:57:00.000+12:002003-10-03T22:57:39.130+12:00hey peepz.... <br />i wrote another song....... <br />check it out! <br /> <br />TALENTED BUT UNLUCKY <br /> <br />here i am <br />watching the tv <br />looking at the stars <br />of my favourite movie <br /> <br />they don't seem so talented <br />they're just lucky <br />just a pretty face <br />but i know <br />that there's someone out there <br />that is more talented <br />but just pure unlucky <br /> <br /> <br />but why? <br />why are others so lucky? <br />why aren't we as lucky? <br />why can't we just be the same? <br /> <br />tell me <br />tell me <br />what should i do <br />to change my luck <br />hmm? <br />tell me <br />please tell me... <br /> <br />the stars in our movies <br />they all have the bogies <br />they all look like looneys <br />but they are just so lucky <br /> <br />they know all the right people <br />it's all about the contacts <br />all about the people <br />all about the luck <br />all about the people <br />all about the luck... <br /> <br />what can i say? <br />we're talented <br />but just so unlucky... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106517865979849894?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1065148867252161852003-10-03T14:41:00.000+12:002003-10-03T14:41:06.830+12:00argh! <br />i miss malaysia!! <br />i don't know how i can actually stay here in nz <br />no friends. <br />no relatives <br />no nothing... <br />i want to see that someone... <br />that someone that i love..... <br />hmmmm........i don't know when i can meet her again.... <br />but i just can't wait.... <br />haih...well live's like that..... <br />you can't have everything....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106514886725216185?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1065077544973659092003-10-02T18:52:00.000+12:002003-10-02T18:52:24.403+12:00today's not a bad day <br />went out to the mall.... <br />hang out there for a while... <br />came home <br />sat in front of the computer.... <br />and just....lazing around today <br />so....i'm pretty busy now.... <br />still replying my mailz.... <br />so cheerz peepz!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106507754497365909?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1065013663579872322003-10-02T01:07:00.000+12:002003-10-02T01:07:43.640+12:00ahh......sittin' in front of the computer again... <br />thinking about what to write... <br />thinking about my good ol' friends in malaysia <br />especially stiffy......i don't know why... <br />but when i think about my old friends...stiffy's the one that pops in my mind first... <br />i can see what you guys are getting at..........I'M NOT GAY!!! <br />it's just that i treat stiffy like my best friend... <br />well he is the closest friend that i can ever get... <br />hmm...perhaps he don't feel the same way.... <br />but i hope he does.... <br />he's a really great friend.....i mean ask anybody that knows him... <br />they'll say he's a great guy.... <br />everybody loves him..... <br />just one thing that i don't understand.... <br />from my point of view...i think we're both different people but very much the same.... <br />in many ways..... <br />but why don't people love me as much as they love stiffy? <br />now answer that question mate..cheerz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106501366357987232?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1064900755350180232003-09-30T17:45:00.000+12:002003-09-30T17:45:55.023+12:00okay here's a lil song i wrote... <br />hope you guys like it... <br />here's how it goes... <br /> <br />HELP US <br /> <br />our one and only love <br />is here.. <br />not to love us <br />but here to destroy us <br /> <br />the love is here <br />will we live <br />or will we die... <br /> <br />please help us <br />satan or god <br />anyone <br />anyone with the power <br />to save us... <br /> <br />help us please <br />we want to live <br />or am i still alive? <br />tell me <br />be honest with me <br /> <br />why? <br />why is the one and only love <br />here to destroy us? <br />tell me how <br />how can we survive this? <br />how will we get through this? <br /> <br />help me undestand <br />help me solve this problem <br />help me <br />help me conquer that fear <br />of losing control <br />of going to hell <br /> <br />help me <br />from stabbing myself <br />from killing myself <br />from worrying about.... <br />LIVE and DEATH <br /> <br />so help me please <br />oh please.. <br />help me <br />i'm begging you <br />let me go <br />set me free <br /> <br />let me go... <br />set me free...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106490075535018023?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1064900204081653782003-09-30T17:36:00.000+12:002003-09-30T17:36:43.876+12:00hello malaysianz.. <br />i'm now in new zealand..boy is it cold here <br />anywayz just got my internet line up... <br />so any thing you wanna tell me or talk to me about.. <br />just sign my guestbook or something... <br />and keep me updated with your sites or anything... <br />okay? <br />till we meet again....cheers<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106490020408165378?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1063516020091482152003-09-14T17:00:00.000+12:002003-09-14T17:07:00.130+12:00haih...... <br />last day in Malaysia <br />everything is going as planned.. <br />just that i'm not ready <br />we're all not ready to go <br />gonna leave everyone behind <br />my mom....my family...my real life...my true roots..... <br />haih.... <br />now all i'm gonna do is just go around and say my last goodbyes <br />to the closest friends and relatives..... <br />and wish them all the best.... <br />so.....whoever that is reading my blog now..... <br />goodbye..... <br />and take care.... <br />one more thing......wish me luck <br />..........i sure am gonna miss you guys.... <br />(especially....you know who) <br />so.....byez peepz of malaysia... <br />the country that rawkz!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106351602009148215?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1063347869649708122003-09-12T18:19:00.000+12:002003-09-12T18:24:29.646+12:00last few days here in malaysia..... <br />damn am i gonna miss this place or what? <br />haih..... <br />what to do? <br />for education and a better life <br />i got to leave this all behind... <br />so i'm just gonna keep my fingers crossed <br />and hope for the better over there <br />start a new leave <br />be a better man... <br />well that's what i wanna say for now.... <br />so.....cyaz people!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106334786964970812?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1063191553765160832003-09-10T22:59:00.000+12:002003-09-10T22:59:13.603+12:00a peace of something about love.... <br />so read up people....it's good stuff <br /> <br />a)Love is like war, <br />Easy to begin but hard to end. <br /> <br />b)Life without love is like a tree <br />Without blossom and fruit. <br /> <br />c)True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist <br />Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. <br /> <br />d)The greatest thing you'll ever learn <br />Is to love and be loved in return. <br /> <br />e)I LOVE YOU - those three words have my life in them. <br /> <br />f)To live is like to love - <br />all reason is against it, <br />and all healthy instinct for it. <br /> <br />g)A simple I love you means more than money.... <br /> <br />h)A love is like sand in your hand. If held loosely in the palm of your hand it stays there, but as soon as you close your hand tightly it slips through your fingers. <br /> <br />i)A life with love will have some thorns, <br />but a life without love will have no roses <br /> <br />got it? <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106319155376516083?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1062825671473451732003-09-06T17:21:00.000+12:002003-09-06T17:21:11.486+12:00can i ask you guys a question? <br />why don't people ever get a second chance? <br />huh? <br />people deserve to be given a second chance.. <br />people do learn from their mistakes... <br />and we will never do stupid things twice rite? <br />they should give us another chance to prove that we are still worthy for something <br />not treat us like some plague or decease... <br />we want a second chance....but you guys are just not giving it to us... <br />how can we start a new life when we are not given a second chance? <br />huh?........now answer that question......<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106282567147345173?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-106275439005101892003-09-05T21:33:00.000+12:002003-09-05T21:33:10.013+12:00haih......last day in school today... <br />it was pretty emotional......not me...the girls <br />a few of them were like.....kinda crying when they said goodbye to me <br />i didn't know i had so many admirers...haha <br />then when i was walking out the gate i got all wet.... <br />the guys sprayed water at me as a farewell 'gift' <br />it was pretty fun.... <br />and wen di didn't give me her pic yet.....haih.... <br />that girl ah....really ......duwan say her already lah(malaysian kind of language) <br />so.....maybe gonna ask from her tomorrow......gonna go to my friends house... <br />and she should be there..... <br />anywayz....gtg....been online for too long already.... <br />chao...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-10627543900510189?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1062671006243570662003-09-04T22:23:00.000+12:002003-09-04T22:23:26.216+12:00ahhhh...... <br />just finished my exams... <br />i'm all free now <br />yahoo!! <br />sorry haven't updated my blog for such a long time.... <br />you know....because of my exams....i'm only allowed half an hour on the computer <br />so....didn't really have the time to update my blog... <br />anywayz....gtg..... <br />did you guys sign my guestbook? <br />you better....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106267100624357066?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1062320658730511752003-08-31T21:04:00.000+12:002003-08-31T21:04:18.786+12:00i can't believe it! <br />i'm actually good at acting <br />i didn't get any stage fright on friday during our performance in front of the whole school! <br />cool eh... <br />anywayz nuthin else to say already.... <br />so...bye now<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106232065873051175?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061978993137952712003-08-27T22:09:00.000+12:002003-08-27T22:09:53.143+12:00nothing much to say today... <br />just the fact that i'm really confused with myself and my feelings for 'you know who' <br />and i don't know whether she's telling me the truth all the time... <br />always having lots of excuses <br />but sometimes she's really nice to me... <br />haih....i seriously don't know.... <br />women.... <br />can never understand them <br />don't you agree? <br />anywayz.....going off now <br />so...cyaz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106197899313795271?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061887558989700852003-08-26T20:45:00.000+12:002003-08-26T20:45:58.986+12:00hey..... <br />nuthin' much to say today ler... <br />but today was a pretty good day..... <br />well at least i get to talk to wen di... <br />it's not a real good day....actually <br />well some dumb ass kicked my tail bone(which has been aching for a long time) <br />and now it's aching like shit! <br />anywayz.....gonna go off already.... <br />got to call someone..... <br />after that.....i'm gonna go to bed.... <br />so.....bye now<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106188755898970085?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061795285512982552003-08-25T19:08:00.000+12:002003-08-25T19:08:05.590+12:00hey everybody! <br />haven't came online for some time already <br />good to be back.... <br />well nuthin' much happened today..... <br />so i've got nuthin' to say.... <br />gtg now.. <br />wanna play utopia.....cyaz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106179528551298255?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061617359985734882003-08-23T17:42:00.000+12:002003-08-23T17:42:40.023+12:00well nothing intersting today <br />just wanna update my blog for the fun of it... <br />so.....updated already.... <br />and just to remind you guys to sign my guesbook...okay? <br />cyaz then....byezz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106161735998573488?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061557399708653622003-08-23T01:03:00.000+12:002003-08-23T01:03:19.646+12:00have you ever had those days when something just kinda hit you? <br />like you just feel like buying food for people <br />redecorating your room or something? <br />well that just happen to me today <br />i just felt like decorating my room...... <br />with posters... <br />and when i don't have anymore posters in my room....... <br />i actually went out to the store to look for posters to buy <br />can you believe that? <br />i actually spent 3 bucks for one small poster of S.W.A.T <br />well....that's just one of those days.... <br />gtg...gonna go to stiffy's house to watch good charlotte and gonna go for basketball later..... <br />so.....cyaz people!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106155739970865362?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061454898869763942003-08-21T20:34:00.000+12:002003-08-21T20:34:58.856+12:00wow...god damn! <br />today's such a tiring day <br />got to move all the newspapers from my class....which is on the forth floor <br />to the ground floor <br />can you believe that? <br />6 hours of carrying loads and loads and loads of newspapers!! <br />6 hours!!! <br />now my whole body's aching... <br />but well....it was pretty much worth it... <br />at least i get to see wen di for almost the whole day.......chun <br />okay....now i'm just gonna go off and go back to bed.... <br />umhmm....chao!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106145489886976394?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061391999292623482003-08-21T03:06:00.000+12:002003-08-21T03:06:39.343+12:00nuthin' interesting today..... <br />but i got one question... <br />okay this is how it goes...... <br />people...i mean girls.....they say that i'm a sweet guy....a nice guy...a good person to be with....and stuffs..... <br />but why don't they always think of me as......how should i put it.... <br />'boyfriend/lover' material? <br />answer me in my guestbook.....okay? <br />well that's all i have to say.... <br />chao people <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106139199929262348?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061288441815333972003-08-19T22:20:00.000+12:002003-08-19T22:20:41.806+12:00haih...another day <br />what's so different about today? <br />well i have a really bad swelling on my leg... <br />got hit by a stupid motorcycle... <br />the guy bang me from behind and went out of control... <br />then he ran into a car.... <br />hahaha.....that is what i call a good revenge for me... <br />and he had to pay for the damage of the car....and his bike... <br />did i tell you that his bike was all wrecked up? <br />haha.... <br />but my leg still hurts....... <br />ouch.... <br />so i'm just gonna go back to bed and keep my leg intact.....and so that i don't show my leg around.......coz my parents and family doesn't know about it yet... <br />coz i don't wanna go to the doctor....if any one of you readers are my friends... <br />please to tell anybody okay? <br />hehe.......okay.....cyaz then<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106128844181533397?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061111394704597912003-08-17T21:09:00.000+12:002003-08-17T21:09:54.790+12:00one more thing..... <br />my guestbook is up... <br />so people... <br />please sign my guestbook and give me coments okay?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106111139470459791?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1061107191166799862003-08-17T19:59:00.000+12:002003-08-17T19:59:51.053+12:00hey people <br />didn't get the chance to fill up the blog yesterday coz i was in a bad mood <br />can't go out with my friends......haih <br />life...can't always get what you want rite? <br />well...forget it... <br />today...sunday... <br />what do we people do on sundays? <br />huh? yeah! <br />we sleep..stay in bed the whole day... <br />just relax...laze around.... <br />well that's all i did so far today... <br />so...chill..... <br />i'll fill out the blog again when i'm free.... <br />gonna play utopia now.... <br />so.....chao people<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106110719116679986?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1060957121345209852003-08-16T02:18:00.000+12:002003-08-16T02:23:02.676+12:00okay today..... <br />nuthin' much... <br />went to school...no classes the whole day.... <br />got some painting thingy to do... <br />so....didn't regret going to school today... <br />got home...still hoping that my parents will let me go to pyramid tomorrow <br />and maybe gonna sleepover at stiffy's house... <br />well....nuthin' really happened.... <br />so....i'll just go off... <br />chao peeps<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106095712134520985?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1060957069041801612003-08-16T02:17:00.000+12:002003-08-16T02:22:10.376+12:00okay today..... <br />nuthin' much... <br />went to school...no classes the whole day.... <br />got some painting thingy to do... <br />so....didn't regret going to school today... <br />got home...still hoping that my parents will let me go to pyramid tomorrow<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106095706904180161?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1060847286842265902003-08-14T19:48:00.000+12:002003-08-14T19:52:44.673+12:00what i did today and yesterday? <br />okay...let's start with yesterday: <br />went to school... <br />no lessons for one whole day <br />gotta take our newspaper up to the hall for weighing and stuffs... <br />and i got all sweaty so i unbutton a few buttons on my shirt <br />and then the girls said that i was hot and sexy...ummm <br />cool eh? <br />okay then later after school got back....and nuthin' interesting <br />okay now to get to today: <br />nuthin' much happened today... <br />just that i feel that i'm getting pretty popular in my school...yeah you heard that right.... <br />the girls are like...ummm there's cq...and hey cq....and hey my boy... <br />stuffs like that.....lol <br />and one more thing...i've decided that i'm over wen di already... <br />i'm just gonna forget her... <br />coz she's so damn insensitive about people's feelings...and that really puts me off <br />okay....now i'm at home....in front of the comp(obviously) and thinking about what to do next.... <br />that's all folks...till we meet again....peace <br />chao <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106084728684226590?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1060683725172186782003-08-12T22:22:00.000+12:002003-08-12T22:22:05.140+12:00another day on earth <br />well...nuthin' much today <br />came home early from school becoz i was sick <br />slept the whole day <br />just woke up <br />one question... <br />why do we always judge people by their looks or their body? <br />we always want people that are better looking to be our gfs <br />but we don't notice those people that are just standing next to us... <br />i like this girl because she's beautiful <br />when i very well know that i prefer to hang out with another girl.... <br />this is all so stupid huh? <br />why are we so stupid? <br />always wanting people with a beautiful appearance.... <br />the beauty outside...not inside... <br />now that's a lesson to be learnt... <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106068372517218678?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1060512762005809182003-08-10T22:52:00.000+12:002003-08-10T22:57:03.120+12:00well well....we meet again <br />report of the day sir <br />nuthin' much <br />woke up pretty late....10am <br />went to seremban to meet up with this girl from switzerland...my parents' friend's daughter... <br />had lunch...drop her back home.... <br />went to granny's house... <br />went for a little 'high tea' at a hawker stall..... <br />and got back here... <br />my tail bone still hurts.....maybe i need an x-ray...... <br />so...till we meet again....take care.... <br />ouch(rubbing the bone)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106051276200580918?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1060425925470084922003-08-09T22:45:00.000+12:002003-08-09T22:45:25.370+12:00hey ya all, <br /> today? well nothing much <br /> went to the mall to get some winter clothing getting ready to go to nz <br /> and i had to run all over the place to get the usb pod cable for stiffy and i didn't get to buy it somemore.....haih sucks <br /> anywayz...at least it wasn't all that bad...bump into amy sun and the girls in the mall...she is after all a cute chick...very nice to look at.... <br /> and now? just got home... <br /> ahhh.....my comfortable seat in front of the computer...love it <br /> till we meet again....take care matez! <br /> cyaz cyaz<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106042592547008492?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1060350900393976342003-08-09T01:55:00.000+12:002003-08-09T22:59:47.703+12:00hey everybody... <br />well...today's a boring day <br />and a pretty bad day actually <br />nearly got into a fight with a dumb ass <br />haih...life's like that.... <br />so...i'm gonna keep on living... <br />you all should do the same too... <br />until we meet again....cyaz and take care<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106035090039397634?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5658668.post-1060328451629082003-08-08T19:40:00.000+12:002003-08-08T19:40:51.586+12:00hey everybody, <br /> today's my first day with this blog thingy... <br /> so....not much to say.... <br /> just want to tell that special someone how much she means to me.... <br /> well uh.....that's all i guess... <br /> i'll keep you guys updated<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/5658668-106032845162908?l=mylilspace.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Explorerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12704294546207415318noreply@blogger.com